Life Is Good!
Yes, it is good, despite all the dirty dishes sitting in the sink and some cluttered on the dinning table. Even though i should be doing dishes and laundry, here i am sitting in front of the computer and typing, just because it feels good. It feels good to just sit and relax for a few minutes even if my house is messy.
Life has changed drastically. I crave for a few minutes where i can have some quality "me-time". I love my baby so very much, but sometimes his clinging gets on my nerves. Seriously, he does not want to leave me alone, even for a second, literally. So when he sleeps, i get overwhelmed. I get so excited that i can actually do a few things in peace. So i make a mental list and when i finally get started he wakes up. * Sigh* I love seeing his lovely face smiling at me but at the same time, i know i wont be able to get much done when he's around. But i still love him dearly. Looking at him exploring and wanting to be around me, melts my heart even more. Its like hi actions are saying," Mummy, As long as you are in front of me, i feel safe and i can play and explore to my heart's content". So in the end, i don't really mind his company despite the fact i can not really focus on what i am actually doing because he grabs everything that comes in his way, and either bangs it on the floor or it goes straight in his mouth.
After all, he wont be like this always, chores can always wait. What is important right now are these memories that are being made. If i get too upset about not getting chores done, how will i be able to cherish these lovely naughty memories, where he leaves all his toys behinds, follows me in the kitchen and loves playing with a cooking pot instead.
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